and so it was that we had escaped, escaped from the pain and the imperfection, escaped from the hurt and regret, escaped into our world of obsession, of control, of thin.
Hungerland.
Alice: "But I don't want to go among mad people." The Cat: "Oh, you can't help that. We're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad." Alice: "How do you know I'm mad?" The Cat: "You must be. Or you wouldn't have come here."
Ok, so iv decided to start a blog, primarliy because i think my mam found my diary!! big mistake. So yeah thats why really. I was looking at some photos the other day of last summer and i wish i was back down at that weight :( i think im gonna go down to 100 calories a day. The thing is, i dance better thinner, i feel like there is less weight on my toes, which obviously there is but then our nutritionist at school will get on my case and my teachers will start reporting and asking questions, but i dont care. 100 it is. I know it will make me dance better, be better. I just want to be perfect. God why couldn't i have been born with a super fast metabolism?? How are you guys doing? anyways im posting some thinspo just because its half term and im bored, although i should be working or doing sit ups...actually im gonna start right after iv posted this blog. bubye for now guys.
Welcome! I just started a blog too. I used to be a ballet dancer/gymnast years ago, and I was so thin and all bones - what I wouldn't give to get back into that shape! I'm trying to restrict as well. Anyway, I'm here if you ever need any support! Love.
Welcome! I just started a blog too. I used to be a ballet dancer/gymnast years ago, and I was so thin and all bones - what I wouldn't give to get back into that shape! I'm trying to restrict as well. Anyway, I'm here if you ever need any support!
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I love your blog and your thinspo. Welcome!!
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Hi Layla,
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